Thursday, May 29, 2008

New do

So I have new hair. Yep, stole it off a purple poodle.
It's different but I like it, I think it's the cute I was going for. It'll take some getting used to as it's quite a bit shorter than I'm used to but as long as it still can be pulled up then I'm happy. :)

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I am currently writing a paper while watching Dexter, drinking rum and eating popcorn. Ahhh, it's a good life. :) The paper on the other hand...

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

No cow for me thanks

A quick recap of my last few days

1) Headaches suck big time, especially the ones that make you sick to your stomach and practically blind. Maybe it's time to give my neurosurgeon a call back.
2) I am allergic to stuff. Namely cows, feathers, "mixed tress", grass, dogs, insulation, milk and wheat. In essence this means I really need to learn to like rice and soy and that I can definetly not have a pet cow or dog nor can I furnish my house with feather pillows or dust with feather duster or insulate with the pink scratchy stuff.
3) My criminal code and I have become good friends lately with this whole court thing.
4) Apartment hunting and getting cooperation in that hunt is quite horrible.
5) Physio says I shouldn't have to come back too many more times since at this point, time is the biggest thing. Next week we start running and jumping! Today I did boxing with the Nintendo Wii and kicked little boxer man's ass several times. Needless to say, my physiotherapist won't mess with me
6) I am a super procrastinator but I'm going to really regret it next week.
7) I bought my very first pair of shorts yesterday (in like ever). Yay for weight loss!
8) I bought sandles my ankle can handle, another yay!
9) I am cutting teeth - reliving the toddler years: One of my wisdom teeth is cutting through my gums and my gosh does it ever hurt. I dont' remember it hurting that much as a kid.
10) I am now going to bed. :)

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Good Grief. I'm going to bed too early again. Last night I was sound asleep by 10:30. Mind you I am up at 6:30/7 each morning but still. Bed this early makes life boring. But its a good habit to get into I guess.
Chronicles of Narnia was very good though. I found it a little long feeling but good nonetheless... but haven't I see that whole trees come to the rescue thing somewhere else?
Till I wake again then...

Friday, May 23, 2008

I have the whole house to myself for a couple hours tonight, first time since I got back and I'm terribly excited: finally some peace and quiet with no one but Mr. Jack and I around. Though I'll probably just do homework, there will be wine and music involved. And then I'll probably just get to bed as I plan on continuing my early rising through the weekend in an attempt to get my body into some sort of schedule (I'll let you know how that works). And now, I'm off!

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Warning: Floor may be slippery when wet

So I may have jumped the gun a bit.
Not completely though, just a few things that I've been noticing for the past little while since the ankle break. It seems really silly to say it out loud but to someone who has struggled with anxiety stuff before I think they'd understand and agree. I have become very anxious, some of it just the usual stuff that I'm becoming more of aware of and that its not completely normal and then new stuff surrounding things like falling. Ok, yeah it does sound stupid. I'm just very nervous about being outside at all, I avoid it when I can and I was out in the rain and I panicked all day that I might fall on something slippery. And I know that it's something I need to deal with now because you aren't going to be able to get me out of my apartment once winter comes.
To someone who's never had anxiety issues before this would probably be nothing more than some nerves but for me it's full blown panic.
Living at home has also opened my eyes to a few other things that aren't completely normal and have made me realize that if I ever want to be able to have a family and children and to lead a comfortable life I'm probably going to need help from meds. A friend of my mother's has been great, we've talked alot lately about this kind of stuff and she's really made me realize that I don't have to be like this and that it's okay to be doing something about it.
So there... it'll be okay, but I might need some help that I'd rather not have to ask for.

My entire day in 3 words

Excel Mail Merge

*No Seriously, I spent my entire day trying to remmeber how to do it and then doing it. Yes, I was left alone in the office today.